I 'm a 44 year old married woman(19 years). We were together 8 years off and on before we were married. we have 4 kids 26, 18, 9 and 3 years old. Right after we were married my husband was still up to his stuff and started sleeping with a friend of ours, this lasted around 6 months or so. I was pregnant and hurt. After our baby was born he quit. I, with my mom and 2 kids went to visit family in another state, I'll not mention the state, but it's known for such things as this. Mom was watching my kids and I was running around with my cousins, one thing led to another and I ended up alone with one of them and I seduced him. Revenge, even the score, I don't know. He did not resist me in any way. we had sex, including oral, 4 times over the next couple days I think.We started visiting at least once a month and continued this affair for about 6 or 8 months. I was 26 and he was 28. I recently(a couple years ago) confessed this to my husband and was quite surprised at his reaction, he was completely turned on! Said it was a long time ago, likes me to talk about it when we are mutually ************. I don't like thinking about how slutty I was, not to mention the question of ******. This was my moms brothers son. Thanks for reading , I just wanted to vent somewhere.